Finding no space to keep this

I am not a glutton. I eat to live and not live to eat. But lately, maybe with an instnict call to gain weight, i have begun to eat brazenly. I do so mostly when I just have no choice but to eat. And eat I did today, so much I was gasping for breathe. I had all I saw on the buffet table. I was told I cold swim in the meals for all the restaurant cares but I cannot take any meals out of there! So, I went with the action. Eating and filling my little tummy , which for want of words i would say is a bit bigger than a birds gizzard. I just did my best. I eat all there was I had in my meal- beef, sausages, potatoes, fried plantain, baked beans, fruit salad,cakes, to mention but a few. All these were for breakfast. I actually didn't mention some items as the names of these meals will cause my tongue a bit of stress,or my fingers a little more problem. So I faced the meals and ignored their names. For now, I am here and a bit more happy with myself. Maybe I will gain some weight over my lanky frame. I cant have dinner, as I have had about 2 tea breaks today with high cholesterol delicacies. I cannot find any space in my tummy for a single meal tonight!